happy memories for sad occasions

on my second freak out, i got sent to florida to spend time with aunts and uncles. it was a different kind of trip, i did all sorts of fun things, stuff ill never forget, but due to recent endings, im posting a happy memory.

it was our day together, and you took me to a place with glass bottom boats, where they shot the tarzan movies. we saw turtles, and birds, and fish and everything else thats cool and fun. the whole time i watched you try to figure out how we could make a glass bottom boat to use at crane. we walked through the zoo area, you insisted on buying me something at the gift shop, so i got a shotglass with giraffes on it because there were no giraffes there, and i thought it was funny that they would represent themselves with one when they had none. we watched the bird show, and i watched you absorb all that was about the birds. i remember this day so vividly, i can smell the water, and hear you laugh at every little silly thing that happened.

im going to miss you, and i dont know any other way to express this, so heres my blog showing how important that day was to me.

forgot about this

ive been lazy. hours are back, and thus ive been filling my time with music of the live form. coheed and cambria were amazing SEAN YOU NEED TO CHECK THEM OUT!

its been nice out and ive been grilling, having friends over for beer and bbq.

jerkasaur and i took the dogs to green lakes and let freya play in the water and porter sniff all that could be sniffed and pee on all that could be peed on. it was fun, felt like happy.
jason and i also explored clark reservation searching for the caves.

skating through skan tomorow but it wont be the same with out my friends and a tater.